Dominance strikes again (Thor's journals)

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Dominance is a bitch.
Most queens won't agree with me. But as a way too young wraithling, being overdominant and over territorial is a bitch. Well, actually, the biggest bitch is containing it.

It wasn't always this bad. I used to be able to act very obedient and a kiss ass. I think it just all started when Queen Terra was going with that Fred. The beast inside me said I should take advantage of that and claim the throne for myself. And now it's very hard to contain.
I try to bow and say "yes my queen" to every queen's wish. I try to listen like a good student to what my mentor Erik has to say, without wanting to defy him and without wanting to take his place all the time. I also try to be a good boy and "settle" with becoming a commander.
But actually I want to be a friggin' queen. Not in body, but in mind and especially in power. I want to rule a hive and even an alliance. If my adoptive father and my uncle and real father can, than why shouldn't I? Who the hell is going to stop me?

It's extremely hard now. Queen Mina almost shoved me out of an airlock because of my big mouth, but she was being unreasonable anyway. Queen Tania is taking Queen Terra's throne, while it should be reserved for me. I find it hard not to growl and hiss at my own grandmother. While she's very strong, she still pisses me off sometimes.

I want that throne...I want it desperately more and more, and seeing her sitting in it, makes me feel all...territorial.

You see, on a wraithhive it's like this. The Primary and strong queens come first, then the younger and less strong queens, then the commanders, then the blades, then the chief scientist, then the other scientists, then the assistants, apprentices and ungraduated commanders and blades then the drones and then the worshippers... Or at least, that's how I THINK it goes.

In any way, I am just a very young wraith who is actually allready way higher than I should be for my age and yet I'm not nearly high enough to exert my dominance. Thus I have to keep it contained, locked in, held back. And one finds that very hard!!

Enough ranting for now...

Thor
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IncyVortex's avatar
Thor, I'd give you my throne.... not sure if that is possible. I have no desire to run anything, I just want to blow things up and raid the tau-ri shops, and spend time with Owarell.